Eh

Tomorrow is my cousin's bridal shower. I don't know why I go to these things. I guess I just want to fit in at times.

I'm so tired of so much. Late at night I get to thinking. Might as well share my thoughts on here, right? I just want to be done with school already. I got two f's on two english assignments. I feel horrible. I can't analyze anything of what we are doing. Horrid.

My other classes are okay I suppose. I just often wish my life was like a shoujo manga. Perfect, lovey dovey, and a little bit more complex.

I feel odd walking in hallways at school. It feels like people are always starring at me. Is it me? Is there something on my face? Are they looking at how ugly I am? Can they see my acne scars? Is my hair too messy? I just don't know.

Normally when I start to feel this way I just listen to some j-music and feel better, but today I can't
I don't know.
I really don't.
I'm getting tired, I should go to bed now.
Goodnight Blogspot.
I hope my life stops being so hectic, horrible, and stressful.
Take care.
-Ri<3~

蒼蓮花

I've been into Royz a lot lately. Kuina is rather adorable.
I don't know why I'm writing this. e_e

I want to watch a Live Action of a Shoujo/Romance. I'll go and google something I suppose.

Our water is still shut off and we haven't had the time to get the pipe fixed. I have to go and shower at a friend's house. I'm debating on just getting a Hotel. T_T
I wonder if they have public bathrooms where I live. Like a bath house. GOOGLE! ~
Yea... they don't ... e_e

Friend's house it is T_T

My little Hitsugi is playing with my waist measure. It's rather adorable. >w<

~Ri<3

It's been so long.

I've decided to use a new pen name. How does Ri sound? It would be pronounce like why but with a r sound instead if a wh. Like rye bread I suppose.

It's been a long time sense I've written on here. At least it feels like it. School had been so hectic and crazy. I dislike it but then I don't.
I'm odd, I know. :/\:

I got into SECTA for next school year. Yay, cosmetology school.
My friends at Basic have been telling me that I won't make any friends next year because of my extreme sarcasm.
I've never thought of that to be a big problem, but that could explain why I only have 5 friends irl. Rofl

I figured something out today. The reason why I use sarcasm so much is to conceal my heart. I hope that makes sense.
I don't like people getting to close to me.

Kat and I haven't really talked for about a week now. I don't know why. She seems to be doing fine with her other friends that she has made so I don't really want to bother her. I'm fine though. I've been drowning myself in manga to fill my 'hole'.

I've been watching The Ellen Show with my mom every day recently. It's an amazing show and I really look up to Ellen.
I hope she can change my mom's life like she has done for many others. I pray that she can. I want my mom to be happy.

A pipe in my house recently busted so now we have no water. Lovely. I have to go to my moms friends house to use the shower. I hope she has some good hot water. Lol

I start up the drops again soon. Thursday is when I can start again. I'm do excited to be able to eat my frozen dinners again. Lol~

It's almost 12 in the morning and I'm getting rather tired. So I'm going to go to bed now. Thank you.

Ri~<3

Lunch.

It's so hot out but at times it has a little breeze.
I have to help middle schoolers out today again, yay!~
I need to go home and eat then do my hair and put on a little bit of makeup.

I have a essay in my next hour and then I get to go home.

Water is delicious; enough said.

I accidentally deleted the blogger app from my phone but it's not really deleted. It's really weird. I don't know.

Lunch is almost over so I must go now.
-ReLisa<3~

Mornings

They suck.
Is it wrong to say that I hate walking to the bus stop with the girl who sits next to me in my 4th hour?
I don't know why but she peeves me.
Be a leader not a follower, right?
Eh idc.

I'm listening to gazette ATM.
And nothing but the annoying kids at my bus stop.
Oooo and here come the Spanglish kids. Lovely.
See how diverse this bus stop is?

It's pretty empty in the morning.
Nothing happens.
My eyes are watery. Neh,Neh.

This blog has turned out to a complain blog, lovely? Yes yes.

Welp that is all for at the movement.
I may have to give my speech today, Yayay.

-ReLisa<3~

Morning.

Today will be a long day, I can feel it.
My morning wasn't so good either.
Womanly problems Neh Neh Neh :/\:

Bell the cat, oi oi oioi.
I'm sitting well more like standing at my bus stop.//freezes.

I'm stuck with these people who call me their friends but in reality they really annoy me half of the time. Kat needs to hurry up and get out here.

That's all for this morning. I finally got the blogspot app to work on my iPhone. Yayay~

~ReLisa<3

Today was long, too long.

I have a major speech in my 3rd hour coming up and it's eating away at me. It's due Wednesday and it's Monday night. I have almost no start on it. It's the last grade of the grading period and damn, it just had to be worth 100 points.

I kind of feel good that no one really reads this blog or knows that it exists. It feels so good to vent.~~
I have family on my Tumblr and some close friends, so there is not an option anymore. :/\:

I've lost around 17 pounds so far. I'm actually pretty excited. I'm almost done with my 40 day cycle though, which really sucks. After these 40 days I have to go on a strict "NO SUGAR OR STARCH" Diet.
I don't think it will be so bad sense well, I guess... I can eat all the chicken I want. Oh delicious. //mouth watering.

School has been a pain in my bottom. The third semester is almost over and this week is the last week to turn in almost everything that is due. I normally do all of my work any ways, but math this semester was pretty damn hard. Bye bye straight A's. Neh neh neh</3
I have a 89.6 in my English class and I prey she dings it up to an A. If she doesn't I may as well be dead.

I got my cat some cool new toys. A new litter box with a top cover on it that vents out the nasty smell. Yayayay~
I also got her this new climber which she doesn't like very much because my dogs kept messing with it from under the door.
I thought about the name I'm giving for the new cat I'm getting. It's been a tie between Hitsugi and Lucario. I mean how cute would Luna and Lucario be? But then again... Hitsugi does mean coffin and it was the original name I was going to name him. Poor kitten is just going to have to suffer for a while longer.

I have to go and help middle school kids tomorrow after my own school is done. I'll have time to come home and get 'prettied' up though.
Straight hair and some makeup will do the trick. I mean, who am I trying to impress at a middle school? Some hot teacher? [; Doubt it. neh :/\:

Kat is coming out for summer, well early July. Which means I'll have June to myself and what ever work I still have to do to loose my last few pounds. My last 10-20 pounds when I hit my goal of 150 will be lost naturally. I want to get down to a natural 140. Whether it's a high 140 or a low 140 it's fine by me.
This morning I weighed in at 208. I'm actually very proud and my pants are fairly big now. yay!~

Welp, that is all for today lovely blogspot. I'll leave you with this video k?
It's time for me to undo my mess of what I call hair and get to bed with my lovely cat. She's keeping my feet spot warm atm. Cats, can't live without them.

~ReLisa<3
(Nyay, how I love Piko.)